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John Starvish
Posted Apr 15, 2010 7:08am
The mourning is over and I wil live to fight another day. I have had some motivation issues this winter and am about a month off of where I should be. My “friend” wanted to do Battenkill. Him being a 4 and I a 3, he suggested we jump into the masters to race together. I reluctantly obliged. My first issue, aside from overall lack of fitness, was my head. Knowing I was not in shape to compete, I had already mentally checked out of the race before I even lined up. This is a huge mistake. If you are lining up, be ready for the pain and be ready to compete, regardless of what you think the outcome might be. Your mindset matters. It was a gorgeous day when we rolled off @ 12:25. The only issue was the wind, but I thought I could just tuck in to the pack and hide. This lasted until mile 12. The first of the big hillclimbs in the dirt. I huffed, I puffed and I rolled backwards. Thinking back, I’m blaming this on my head. I just was not mentally prepared for the pain. I have tolerated much more in the past 2 weeks of training, but it didn’t come together. As the pack (all of them, litterally) rolled away, I was shattered. Rather than chase, I gave up. I solo’d the remainder of the course and finished 40 minutes back and 2nd to last. I spent the 3 hours enjoying the course and the scenery and having a nice little conversation w/ myself. Actually, it wasn’t much of a conversation. It was more of lecture from myself to myself. We ended amicably and vowed never to be in this situation again. I have been training ever since. |